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October 24, 2012 by Karin 2 Comments

Mine are Yours (#24)

PROMISE #24 ~ RAISE THEM FOR HIM, AND THEY WILL NOT TURN FROM HIM

When did it happen?

I remember turning around to a tiny toddler grabbing onto my sweats and pulling.

Big blue eyes, plump cheeks, perfect bow-shaped lips smiling up at me…

I remember the sleepless nights (actually, those have carried on for years, by no fault of his).

I remember the small basket of brand new baby toys, new cups, only one or two strollers parked in the garage.

I remember the way he touched my face as he nursed.

I remember him running down the sidewalk, mama chasing after him with baby sister jiggling along in the stroller.

I remember his itchy skin, victim to eczema and food allergies.

I remember the giggles, the shrieks, the temper tantrums of a little baby growing into a boy body.

When did it happen?

I look over and see a boy, whose height has grown to my chin.

I see a boy whose humor makes me laugh… really laugh.

I see a boy who snuggles little siblings.

I see a boy who races with a sister grown from the bouncing baby in the stroller.

I see a boy who chases and tackles and knows more about football stats than any adult I know.

I see a boy who reads novels, writes poetry, wrestles with daddy.

I see a boy who is adored by five younger than he.

I see a boy, whose eyes look at weary parents, and begins prayers for sleepy children.

I see a boy whose arms wrap around mama every morning.

I see this baby grown to boy… this boy growing toward manhood…

and I wonder…

When did this happen?

Kissing the top of the burrowing blonde head….

I cling just a little longer…

Happy birthday to my first-born… the small soul growing older, bigger… growing towards Him.

Branded to mama’s heart…

 

PROMISE #24 ~ Raise them for Him and when they grow they will not turn from Him.

 

Proverbs 22:6

Train a child in the way he should go, and when he is old he will not turn from it.

 

Filed Under: Brothers and Sisters, Faith, Family, God's Promises, Motherhood Tagged With: birthdays, faith, God's promises, motherhood, raising them for Him

October 21, 2012 by Karin Leave a Comment

Start Acting Like a Child (#21)

PROMISE #21 ~ THE CHILDREN AND THE KINGDOM OF HEAVEN

Stop it!

Don’t do that!

I heard older sister holler in the direction of her little sister.

You can’t write in that!

Distraught, the recipient of the reprimand, my little artist-in-the-making came running to mama.

Time-out called.  Referee mom enters the field in order to evaluate the play… (we are well out of time-outs this morning).

What’s going on?

My wide-eyed young one hands me her book.  A book of The One-Eyed Giant based on the travels of Odysseus.

I scratched out the capital letter “G” on all these pages and made them small.  

The pages in question were the title pages of each chapter (the title in all caps).  The referenced letter “G” was the start of the word “GOD.”  Over and over she had scribbled the letters black and replaced them with lower case “g.” 

Sixteen months more seasoned, my older mama-in-the-making…

Mama!  She shouldn’t write in a book!

The accuser exclaimed this, I am certain, with memories of little ones found in remote corners from time to time, joyfully shredding a library book or two.  The library… I’m not sure if there is a list for repeat offenders (especially since we are now the proud owners of every re-taped and bandaged book), but in our defense… the offender was a new little one every time.

So, they have learned not to mutilate books.

Why are you doing that?

I wondered, surprised that this little artist would scuff such a lovely page.

Mommy!  They are capitalizing the name of the Greek gods…

and they aren’t the ONE TRUE GOD!

So, I fixed it.

Mama jaw drops.

Oh.

Well, who would have thought?  Just when I thought my little one needed to stop acting like a little child…I realized it might be better if we all started acting a little more like little children.

 

PROMISE #21 ~ The kingdom of heaven belongs to the children and the child-like. (Those with the faith of a child).

Matthew 19:14

Jesus said, “Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of heaven belongs to such as these.”

Filed Under: Brothers and Sisters, Faith, Family, God's Promises, Motherhood Tagged With: faith, God's promises, like a child, sisters

October 20, 2012 by Karin Leave a Comment

I Said No. (#20)

PROMISE #20 ~ PROSPERITY

And sometimes the answer is…

No

We can ask, we can plead, we can pray.

We can stomp our feet, shake our fist, clench our teeth.

Cover our ears, close our eyes, plain old pout.

Sometimes the answer is…

No

I have explained this to my little ones, until my throat is dry, my lungs deflated, my spirit exhausted.

Sometimes the answer is… No.

There is something better.  Something I can see that they do not have the wisdom to understand just yet.

There is danger in the request, or unseen burden, or a path too rocky for the tender feet.

The answer is…

No

I know better, I love them, I want only the best for them.

I will steer them in the best direction… even if the beckoning road seems so much more appealing.

Then.  He.  Whispers.

Ditto.

Sometimes the answer to my pleading, prodding, persistence… sometimes the answer from Him is…

No

The answer is a redirection into an unforeseen place.  A place where He plans to prosper me and do me no harm.

The answer to my question today may be… No.

The answer to my heart-stretching, soul-growing, purpose-seeking plea…

is always…

Yes.

 

PROMISE #20 ~ God promises to prosper us.

 

Jeremiah 29:11

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Filed Under: Faith, God's Promises, Love, Motherhood Tagged With: faith, God's promises, prosperity, when the answer is no

October 18, 2012 by Karin 2 Comments

Forgiveness… follow suit (#18)

PROMISE #18 ~ FORGIVENESS

Truckload full.  Tummies hungry.  Tired eyes.

Late afternoon… nearing the end of a busy day.  Just the beginning of the 5 o’clock somewhere moments.

Mom, can we stop and get a treat?

Pleeeease!

Frustration in this mama soul rears its head.  An attempt at taming this tongue.

No, we need to get home.

Baby needs to get to bed and your little sister doesn’t feel good.

Determination… full force… from this generally agreeable, gentle-spirited, gem of a girl.

Persistence.

Pleeeease Mom!

My tongue losing its restraints… loosening the reigns… allowing a sword’s slice.

No!

And on and on and on… the battle ensues.

Fellow passengers grumbling, weary, wanting the ride to end.

Now, I know the root of the battle is hunger, weariness… the need for rest.

Truck load… unloads.

Piling into the house of kids, bags, books, banter.

This worn child scurries to her room.  Tears free-flowing in solitude.

Mama feeds bellies, calms the boisterous… now, off to discipline.

Mom, I’m so sorry I acted that way.

I nod, repeating the words right back to her.  Wild tongue reigned in again.

You know, we all do that sometimes.  

You are forgiven.

I am sorry, too.

Thinking the deal is sealed, mama squeezing love into this young soul… and off to carry on with mama tasks.

Not so much.  Not done.

Mama, I’m really sorry…

Red-eyed and puffy she comes to me again.

I am just so sorry for acting that way.  I know better.

I wrap arms around in attempt to press out the remorse… allowing room for the new.  Filling the hole with love.  With learning.

Mama, please help me forgive myself.

There it is.  Right there.  The thing that holds us back too many times.  The thing that keeps us from filling our gaping wounds with His love, His forgiveness, His redemption.

We just can’t… won’t… forgive ourselves.

We hang on, with ragged heart, ripe wounds, plain old refusal.  Refusal to give it to Him… and even more… refusal to accept His forgiveness.  All this… by refusing to forgive ourselves.

You know what, my sweetie?

 I forgive you.

More importantly… God forgives you.

Every time you ask for it.  Every.  Time.

Giving a regretful heart to the Healer.  Not the easiest thing to do… not without revisiting it again and again.

An encouraging hug for my little one’s soul…

If God forgives you… for everything…

and He wants you to be more like Him…

shouldn’t we follow His example?

Follow suit with Him.  Clear the river flow of Holy water… to run freely once again.

The child eyes… new again.

 

PROMISE #18 ~ God forgives us.

 

Acts 10:43

All the prophets testify about him that everyone who believes in him receives forgiveness of sins through his name.

Filed Under: Faith, Family, Forgiveness, God's Promises, Grace, Motherhood Tagged With: faith, forgiving yourself, God's promises, motherhood

October 6, 2012 by Karin 2 Comments

Making room for the Light

PROMISE #6 ~ LIGHT

Do you ever feel overcome?  Just plain overwhelmed with all the duties, details, and demands of your life?

I do.

I feel like that today, and yesterday… and maybe tomorrow.

My mind is so cluttered with the pinball thoughts that run amuck… that I can not seem to focus on one piece… one person… at. a. time.

Frustrating.

I try to catch up in one area, only to find myself lagging behind in another lane.

Aggravating.

I start to chastise myself for not being able to do it better, quicker, more efficiently, more gracefully.

Defeating.

I feel like I am losing control.  Ah, the control thing again.  Again.

when will I learn?

This time… today… I decide to approach my death-grip on control in a new light.  His light.

please take this from me.  I am at it again.  I know.  

Self denial.  I want to remove the distractions today that cloud the words He has for me.  The light from Him can only shine in the places I have cleared for Him to enter.  His light and direction like a piercing flashlight through the dark, jumbled maze of my mind.  The beams of light pointing a new direction.

This self-denial a permission from me to Him… deny self ~ allow God.

I think I must drive You crazy…

These times when my mind gets cluttered with the burdens of this world, the busyness of motherhood, the beastly selfishness of my natural wants… these times

I long for His light

I long for the light… all the time, but…  I snuff out the light and plod along in darkness and wonder where the exit sign is.  Then, the Light.  His radiant glow… His brilliant beauty… shows up.  In a friend.  In a phone call.  In a knock at the door.

Over and over He reaches and pulls me back… into the light.  He answers the pleading call from a worn out sinner.  Every.  Time.

Our sinful nature He does not hold against us.  His open hands, His redemption… His light… He gives again and again.  It is ours to accept the invitation out of the darkness…

into His light.

PROMISE #6 ~ God will give us light.

 

2 Corinthians 4:6

For God, who said, “Let light shine out of darkness,” made his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ.

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Hi! My name is Karin Madden. Writer. Warrior wife. Mom of six pack. Homeschooler. German-blooded southerner. Welcome to the place where I explore what it means to grow stronger - spirit, soul, and body. I write to inspire and encourage - to remind you we are not alone. By being bold with grace and speaking truth in love, we can become who we are meant to be. I'm glad you are here.

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