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October 10, 2012 by Karin 2 Comments

A step from the clouds (#10)

PROMISE #10 ~ LEAP OF FAITH

I am stuck in the clouds.

I am certain that one false move will take me careening toward the earth.

I prefer this envelope of false security… dependence on self… dependence on a chosen few that have my heart.

I trust the deceptive certainty of my own will, my own plans, my own heart.

I know I can count on me… after all

I can depend on my warrior…

There are a few close friends… some family…

I am fairly certain that my heart rests safely on the vapor of their humanness.

The truth is… I can trust them… I can trust me… as far as trusting a human soul holds water on its own…

Just like a cloud.

To step from the cloud… that is where the trust really lives… where the faith is born.

stepping out in faith

praying… praying

That He will catch me.

The God truth is… the One who bore me… all of us… into existence holds His hand under the billowy mist…

just waiting

waiting…

For me to leap.

 

PROMISE #10 ~ God will catch us in a leap of faith.

 

Psalm 28:7

The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusts in him, and I am helped.  My heart leaps for joy and I will give thanks to him in song.

Filed Under: Faith, Family, Friendship, God's Promises, Trust Tagged With: God's promises, leap of faith, trust

October 9, 2012 by Karin Leave a Comment

When you think your prayer is not working (#9)

PROMISE #9 ~ ANSWERED PRAYER (in His name)

They walk into our kitchen.

Hand in hand, eyes smiling.

I welcome him with a hug… my eyes darting to her face.

I’d like you to meet my wife

Stunned.

I search her eyes… his… and warm my arms with her embrace.  A strange joy overwhelms.  

When?

How long?

My mind races with the questions that dart to my tongue.  We gather around the table.  My warrior, his friend… a brother-in-arms, this new wife, and I.  A familiarity fills the room…

Why do I feel like I know her already?

My minds races back… a question from my oldest son…

Why aren’t our prayers working?

Why are they all dying?

His child-blue eyes questioned this mama.

We keep praying and they just die anyway…

My thoughts… back to my dear friend… back to our visitor’s wife.  Another mother of six.

Both gone.  We had prayed and prayed.

And it didn’t work.

I look across the worn wood of our kitchen table… the place so many memories are born.  I remember the sorrow, the struggles, the salt of many tears.

I look at these two smiling faces.  Faces of love.

They begin with the story.  The story of answered prayer.  The story of a mighty God moving miracles in rapid motion.  The story itself, this tale of our own Job… this, the story novels are made of… but real.  The novel would hardly hold weight… the reality, lifted high by His hands.

They are going to tell you that it’s all too fast

This pair nodding agreement.

But, don’t listen.  

They don’t know the whole story.  

They don’t know how He is working.  

They don’t know how big He is.

I, one of the guilty… have kept God locked in a box.  This box of restraints… of improbables… of impossibilities.  I look across and see the edges of the safe little box… explode.

Yes, He can.  Yes, He does.  Yes, He will.

He answers every prayer.  Every time.

In HIS time.  In HIS way.  In HIS will.

My mind again wanders… another pair of smiling eyes.  A new love.  An old hurt soothed with the balm of answered prayers.  The dear husband of my forever friend… with a new face leaned on his shoulder.  This comfort.  This content.  This chorus of answered prayers all around.

I smile.  His healing surpasses my understanding.  His love transcends all boxed prayers.  His will greater than our demands.  His timing… perfect.

What do we do when our prayers aren’t working?

Keep praying

Remembering that His is the timing that is perfect… the wide view of our small screens… the perfection in the puzzle.

Put the pen in His hand and allow Him to write the story…

His penmanship is breathtaking.

 

PROMISE #9 ~ God promises us answered prayers (in His name).

 

John 14:13-14

And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Son may bring glory to the Father.  You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it.

Filed Under: Faith, Friendship, God's Promises, Hope Tagged With: faith, grief, healing, perseverance, prayer

October 8, 2012 by Karin 2 Comments

The river flows (#8)

PROMISE #8 ~ HIS PRESENCE

I am cruising along, feeling really good about the journey that I am on…

Floating down the stream… fingertips savoring this water of life.

I’m on fire, moving forward, scooping handfuls of wisdom…

It feels great.

Then…

This ripple in the water… a corner of the heart hardening… discontent, unforgiveness… just plain stubbornness.

A screeching halt.  He won’t let the current move one bit farther… not one more ounce of wisdom, of peace… not one more inch of forward motion…

until I get it right

Getting it right… it really means giving it up.  Giving it up to God.

This, a continuous lesson for me.  Again and again learning to release.  I can’t stay right with Him, until I stay right with His.

The further I get in this river of life, the more clear it becomes to me… this place of getting it right and giving it to Him ~ is for my sake.

He knows the depths of these hearts he has created for us more that we know them ourselves.  He knows what heals them, soothes them, makes them whole again.

In the moment I feel most confused, as though the stream is flowing backwards… In the moment I feel most lost, this is the moment He reminds me…

He will never leave me

He will never forsake me

(Photo credit: the beautiful Cindy McGuire)

He will smooth the waters, turn the tides, and bring the river to a soothing flow ~ right back into His will…

into His arms.

 

PROMISE #8 ~ God will never leave nor forsake us.

 

Deuteronomy 31:6

Be strong and courageous.  Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the Lord your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you.

Filed Under: Faith, Friendship, God's Promises, Grace, Joy, Trust Tagged With: faith, forgiveness, getting right with others, God's promise of presence

October 7, 2012 by Karin Leave a Comment

I call you friend (#7)

PROMISE #7 ~ FRIENDSHIP

I love Saturdays.

The house gets messy (er) ~ (I do not know why this is the case on the weekend?)…

The kids play outside, watch too much TV, leave food all over the place…

My warrior is home (usually… unless works beckons)…

Sounds of weed-eaters, lawnmowers, laughter (intermingled with whines and shrieks) fill the air…

Chores are left undone, beds unmade, dishes unwashed, make-up unapplied, hair un-fixed, to-do’s ~ just plain ignored.

I love Saturdays.

The gift of a Saturday…

friendship

A day of gathering ~ between kid’s sports, hair appointments, and shopping (which is way better online, anyway).

gathering of friends

knowing there is one more day until Monday.  One more day to… be still.

So, what is God’s promise on this Saturday?  Friendship.

Share this journey… walk the walk… embrace the gifts from Him ~ together.

The greatest gift in this promise?

His Friendship

 

PROMISE #7 ~ God gives us His friendship.

 

John 15:15

I no longer call you servants, because a servant does not know his master’s business.  Instead, I have called you friends, for everything that I learned from my Father I have made known to you.

 

Filed Under: Faith, Friendship, God's Promises, Together Tagged With: faith, friendship, God's promises, together

October 6, 2012 by Karin 2 Comments

Making room for the Light

PROMISE #6 ~ LIGHT

Do you ever feel overcome?  Just plain overwhelmed with all the duties, details, and demands of your life?

I do.

I feel like that today, and yesterday… and maybe tomorrow.

My mind is so cluttered with the pinball thoughts that run amuck… that I can not seem to focus on one piece… one person… at. a. time.

Frustrating.

I try to catch up in one area, only to find myself lagging behind in another lane.

Aggravating.

I start to chastise myself for not being able to do it better, quicker, more efficiently, more gracefully.

Defeating.

I feel like I am losing control.  Ah, the control thing again.  Again.

when will I learn?

This time… today… I decide to approach my death-grip on control in a new light.  His light.

please take this from me.  I am at it again.  I know.  

Self denial.  I want to remove the distractions today that cloud the words He has for me.  The light from Him can only shine in the places I have cleared for Him to enter.  His light and direction like a piercing flashlight through the dark, jumbled maze of my mind.  The beams of light pointing a new direction.

This self-denial a permission from me to Him… deny self ~ allow God.

I think I must drive You crazy…

These times when my mind gets cluttered with the burdens of this world, the busyness of motherhood, the beastly selfishness of my natural wants… these times

I long for His light

I long for the light… all the time, but…  I snuff out the light and plod along in darkness and wonder where the exit sign is.  Then, the Light.  His radiant glow… His brilliant beauty… shows up.  In a friend.  In a phone call.  In a knock at the door.

Over and over He reaches and pulls me back… into the light.  He answers the pleading call from a worn out sinner.  Every.  Time.

Our sinful nature He does not hold against us.  His open hands, His redemption… His light… He gives again and again.  It is ours to accept the invitation out of the darkness…

into His light.

PROMISE #6 ~ God will give us light.

 

2 Corinthians 4:6

For God, who said, “Let light shine out of darkness,” made his light shine in our hearts to give us the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Christ.

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Hi! My name is Karin Madden. Writer. Warrior wife. Mom of six pack. Homeschooler. German-blooded southerner. Welcome to the place where I explore what it means to grow stronger - spirit, soul, and body. I write to inspire and encourage - to remind you we are not alone. By being bold with grace and speaking truth in love, we can become who we are meant to be. I'm glad you are here.

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